i want to hate you, but i just cant.

i just finished my history paper. gosh. they expect us to do SO much in just 1h 45mins? are they insane! anyways i don't manage to finish the paper. dear god, i hope i pass. please god, love. oh crap, one more freaking line i could have finished it! dang! anyways, i having my literature paper tmr. i hate you freaking study reallyreally hard for it. gosh.






why cant i hate you after what you did to me and hurt me so so so much darling? whyy?

CHILD AID

OH! I FORGOT! I GOT INTO CHILD AID AGAIN! WOOOTTTSSS. FOR THE THIRD TIME. YEAH BABY!

lawyer's party

have to be at psc at 4. ): i have to sing at a lawyer's party so, i have to be at psc to rehearse with shaii befre teenstars start at 5 and aft teenstars i have allstars till 9? get ready and go to the lawyer's party. i have to sing like reallyreally outdated songs. sway and out here on my own. and another one to prepare for encore, perhaps perhaps perhaps. and they told me this like yesterday and i have to work my butt off to memorise all the three songs.

lame traditional shit.

it wasnt THAT interesting. it was veryy... formal. i hate formal stuff. oh and amni sang at the beginning of the dinner and the ending too. and all the yog spore football players were there and i was in the same table with a errmmm a minister. i cant remember his name. oh well. yeah. and there another girl there she was last year's top malay psle student. yeah. oh and jefferyliteft was located at the same table as amni. beside her actually. yeah. oh and mr yaccob included my name in his awesome speech and me, jeff and amni's picture were shown on the screen too. as well as their names were said in the speech. yeah...
so i just finish english eoy paper 1 and 2. tmr is malay p1 & p2. and on sat, some lady is having her party at psc and i have to sing a pop no and one jazz no. dang. i hate jazz. anyways,

CIAO~

i guess it just a life cycle that doesnt end...

well ermm, i just i will never end huh thing emotional rollercosters and stuff like boys eh? hahah. oh well.oh, im going raya-ing with amyy, zul, kin and people err, this coming sun. awesome. im looking forward to it. oh and i have been invited by the ministry of something something and muslim affairs for a hari raya get-together. yeah. awesome right. and i will be at the VIP table. omg. i wonder who is going to bd there. i hope not adults. or its going to be soooo AWKWARD. ugh. my mum says that maybe the yog athletes would be at the same table as me. she said someone like jefflightft. omg right? hahah. the gala dinner at shangri la would be on friday night. awesommeee. heh. but sadly, my parents were invited at the last minute. dang. hahha. i'l be under parental supervision all the time. ugh i hate it. dang. anyways i'll having oral on the same day too. oh well. life's a clinb. heh. alrites, i'll post again aft the dinner if not, sat.
ciao~

i call this blog officially DEAD.

uhh. okay. um. i dont know if i should post anymore. no point to it. anyways. ermm. im finally happy with my life. well sort of. oh. doesnt matter. okay. lol. ermm. yeah soo i guess i'll try to post again. peace out.

christmas in KL!

OMGOSH! celebrating christmas in kl is simply awesome! and crazy! omgosh. there were people spraying those snowy2 stuff like EVERYWHERE. omgosh. ahha. but you know wat? it was simply... AWESOME! haha. i swear. it was superly chaotic. super fun. okay. omygod its 3 and im not asleep yet.

okok. ciao~